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Sky Pirates Den.  I love Dir en Grey, they are the best band, period! Ladies and gentle men, Dir en Grey, anyways...I went to one of their concerts and had my brain balls melted away, I loved it, and I'm going next year if they have their concert...in america.............BOB SAGET. Current mood:  content.Current music: Dir en Grey Shoukubeni. Man, I wish today would get over with. I had the weirdest fucking dream last night. Bam Margera and My favorite Japanese Band came to my house, and for some reason we were living a Philidalphia. Well anyway, they ended up making a giant skating ramp in my living room, and I have no idea how they did it. Then my uncle and my dad came over, and they started to party with Dir en Grey, and Bam. Then someone brought a couple of bongs and weed, and then pretty soon, we all had a contact high, and We were all just sitting on the couch just sitting with angry death metal japanese stuff... then I asked if Bam would marry me. He said, "Yea, sure. As long as my Tux has chains on it. Oh yea and a HIM symbol on it" I Said, "that sounds hot." Then we had a hight contest. I was shorter than Bam. It made me sad. Then all of them left, I gave Bam my number, and my mom was shoved into the refrigerator. I think Kyo might have done that. The Singer of Dir en Grey. And all thanks to that dream, I can tell apart all of the Dir en Grey people now. Even when they have their freaky magic make up on. Bam said that he would take care of the dinner reception and I could take care of the decorations. It was awsome. Current mood:  Your mom.Current music: Hyperolimpics. Why can't it just snow already? It snowed for like 3 hours last night, then it stopped. It fucking pisses me off. School came back way too fast. I'm ready to stay over at my dads for the weekend, but it's only tuesday. All it ever does here is rains. Yea I like rain, don't get me wrong, but would it kill mother earth to let us have a little fun every now and then? I'm always stuck inside, but then by the time that summer comes, it will be to hot to play outside. Why can it just snow! I want to make a fucking snowman!!!! Godamnit! I'm so pissed, i can barely type, what the hell kind of person am getting angry over the snow not comming. I think it's the snowmen that I pass in other cities that have snow, they're sending messages in my mind saying, "Make it snow and then make more of my family for a alien snowman invasion!" And since I'm a simplistic human, the theta waves of aliens will brain wash me and turn me into a snowman making machien and then the end of all man kind and cows will end! Get in the truck! Your not a animal, your a leather jacket! Get in the truck before I make a base ball glove out of you! Damn this sucks and I should be doing my homework! Ohh well, maybe Toshiya's bass will relax me. I love you Toshiya. He's my wallpaper on my computer. Current mood:  bitchy.Current music: Poppa Roach, forever and Dir en Grey Sajou No uta. YAY! Its Almost christmas vacation in 3 hours and 15 minutes! Yay! finally something to look forward too! I can get out of the house and go hang out with my family, get really really fat, and get gifts! Out of the classroom for me for 2 godess blessed days! Yay! Usually for my families christams celebration, we have the gift opening and eating on christmas eve, and then I open the gifts from my mom on Christmas day. We are still having Christmas Eve stuff, But this year, on christmas I'm going to my dads. Not Skip Murawski, Lonnie Rowley, the only father figure that actually cares for me than his own life. He likes me more than his real kids. Thats sad. My sperm donor hasn't gotten me anything for christmas for about 4 years, and I'm perfectly fine with that. Lonnies girlfriend Liz, and her family, Nancy, Kiri, Ryanne, Josh, Jerry, and some others invited me for christmas stuff. That is like...Yay! I'm one of them! Which that is what I've been trying to get to for like a year. Zach and Katelyn will always be on of them. I'm just a tad different. After Chistmas. Oh my Kira I am totally not looking forward to it! It's going to be a hell hole! My mother fucking little sister is comming to live with me...in my room. Damn, the only chance that I have to have my own room and my kiradamned mom has to have her little precious bitchy brat live with us. It's almost like I'm jelous that My mom likes my little sister more than me. No it's not jelousy. It's anger. I was borne first, and katelyn came and just had to be a girl. If she was a boy, everything would have been better. Being a big sister, and having a Imoto, suck! She's nothing but a Bakaiero!!!!! Kira Damned Bakaiero! Well at least I can live with the satisfaction That I'm the favorite out of my dads 3 children. At least someone cares about me. OH THAT REMINDES ME! Last night, I got in a fight with my mom. It was about something really stupid. I had just gotten out of school, and I wanted to take about a half an hours break, because the subsitute made me sit through a stupid rap movie that no one was paying attention to. I was Tired and I wanted a break. So I was in my room play a little Original Tetris, and I was doing great, I like beat the score like 7 times over the original score, and I my mom bangs open my door and was all like "Whatthehelldoyouhinkyourdoing?!!" And I was all "...nothing..." Then she slamed the door, and stormed off. it was weird. After I was done taking my break, I went and did my chores....things just got out of control and in the end...i was grounded for two years... yea... but then a weird thing happened...she walked into my room...and said "ForgetaboutitIwaswrongyournotgroundedan Current mood:  drained.Current music: System of a Down, SUGAR. I haven't posted in a while, I know. I'm just tired with all of this school bullshit. I'm pretty sure that for christmas, I'm getting most of what I want. I know for a fact that I'm getting Final Fantasy 7 Derge of Cerberus. I'm pretty happy, and also I'm going most likely going to get Final fantasy 12. Not the limited Edition, because that thing is like 40 dollars. Well anyways even though nobody cares and nobody ever will read this damn thing, here is what's been going on in Joslyn Murawski's world. I have fell in love with the EMO Japanese band, Di Ren Grey. They are so badass!!!!!! I love them. I don't know all of the names though. Some of the Japanese names are hard. Today, we have mr.prunty as our teacher. He's my old science teachers. Because I got moved to the Alternative school. I was sick with all of the bullshit that going on at central. That place, I SWEAR is HELL incarnate!!! Hell on earth, Come to Independence Oregon. For all you lovely satanists! Anyway, before I was moved to the Alternative classes, I had the lovely joy of having a Japanese exchange student stay with me for 10 days. It was like she was another member of my family. I was happy, my mom was happy, everyone was happy! I love her! Her name was Akane Aiuchi. I even met some of her friends! I saw this really hot guy named Kotaro! He was like, drop dead gorgeous! We still talk on the internet. Also with my friend Chris Anthony's student, His name was Shuji Takeda. He was funny to mess with. But not as fun as messing with Wataru Yakama. Goddamned computer and the back space button! Wow, this school thing is taking forever. I want to go home, this is all a waste of time! Mr,prunty won't let us do anything that we are used to in this class. Well for his imformation he just can't come here and unmotivate all of the things that we are used to. THANK GOD CHRISTAMAS VACATION IS COMMING IN 3 DAYS!!! I need and outlet for something. I keep on having those dreams about my dad night after night again. writing doesnt help all that much, I'm more of a motion kind of person. if I can't act it out, then it just gets bottled up. I'm thinking about investing in guitar hero or something. I'm to good at DDr for it to help anymore, it's just boring. maybe I just need a new game. I don't know. life is so unnessesary. I still love manga, I hope I get some for christmas, even though I'm Wiccan, I still want the presents, and If I told my mom that I was a Wiccan, she would lock my in a straight jacket, and stick me in a room that was so white, I would get a migrain. She nearly died when I told her that I was bi. She litterally had a brain anurism. It was no laughing matter. That was terrifing! Maybe I should learn how to play an intrument. The the drums or bass. Something that has a lot of BANG! I would love to set the house on fire with my bass. Like how my uncle todds amp blew up, because the amp couldnt handle all of the electric guitar and bass. But even now, the sound that amp makes after it caught on fire....I kind of like it. It's cool. First we were bummed, but then he tried it again, it was all BAMMMMMMMMAMAMAMAMAMAAAAMABAAAAMAMA!!!! IT WAS AWSOME. burnt but awsome. well any way, I have to go before I get caught doing was I normally do. get my work done and keeping myself busy untill it's the other groups turn! Later, withh due pieness Joslyn Murawski oh all of this in Japanese 私は、私知っているしばらくの間掲示しなかった。 私はこの学校のでたらめすべてとちょうど疲れている。 私は私はほしいと思うものがのクリスマスのために、私がほとんどを得ていることをかな 私は恋したEMO日本バンド、Di Ren Greyに持っている。 それらはそうbadass!!!!である!! 私はそれらを愛する。 私は名前すべてをしかし知らない。 日本の名前のいくつかは堅い。 今日、私達に私達の教師としてmr.pruntyがある。 彼は私の古い科学の教師である。 私が代わりとなる学校に移動されたので。 私はでたらめすべてと病気本部でその続くことだった。 場所は、私誓うこと顕現した地獄!ある!! この世の地獄は独立オレゴンに、来る。 すべてのため美しいsatanists! とにかく、私が代わりとなるクラスに動いた前に、私は10日間私との日本の交換留学生 私達はまだインターネットで話す。 また私の友人のクリスアンソニー学生と、彼の名前はShuji武田だった。 彼はと台なしにするためにおかしかった。 しかしないWataru Yakamaと台なしになる楽しみとして。 Goddamnedコンピュータおよび背部スペースはボタンがかかる! ワウは、この学校の事永久に取っている。 私はこれであるすべて時間の無駄家に行きたいと思う! prunty氏は私達がこのクラスでに使用されること私達が何でもすることを許可しな 神に感謝しなさいCHRISTAMASの休暇が3日!入って来ている!! 私は何かのための出口必要とし。 私は私のお父さんについてのそれらの夢を持っていることで再度毎晩保つ。 執筆は多くが、私動きの一種の人の多くであること完全に助けない。 私がそれ行動できなければちょうど封じ込められて得る。 私はギターの英雄または何かに投資について考えている。 私はそれのためのDDrによいにもう助けることそれちょうど退屈しているある。 多分私はちょうど新しいゲームを必要とする。 私は知らない。 生命はとてもunnessesaryである。 私はまだmangaを愛する、私はまだ私がWiccanであるクリスマスのためのいく intrumentをする方法を多分私は学ぶべきである。 ドラムか低音。 多くの強打がある何か! 私は私の低音が付いている火の家を置きたいと思う。 私の叔父さんのtoddsがampいかにのようにampがエレキギターすべておよび低 後で、withhの当然のpieness Joslyn Murawski Current mood:  busy.Current music: Lamb of God. This world a is total disaster for me. I have started school and have only been going for 4 weeks and I am ready to kill myself. It's so gay. It is so gay that it gave me aids. I am not looking forward to the world yet. Growing up? Whatever. All I want to do is sit all alone in my room, NO a library of unlimited manga from all over the world, live my life inside of it, and die a happy girl. No school, no parents, no people to judge you, and no mexicans to spit at you and call you rude names is spanish Current mood: busy.
poop and cheese! every body poops. even my little suserjlib Current mood:  shitty!.Current music: porn. what the fuck was that? I want cake! Current music: Tool laterous. Here I am sitting at the computer, counting down the hours to when Ozzfest, and I am growing impatient. This is rediculous! Why wont the days go faster when you want them too! Later people! Current mood:  chipper.Current music: Zetzubou. |
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